For the first time since 2015, I was able to spend Christmas with my family.
I am so grateful to be home in Michigan, but most of all, to realize my family only wants one thing for me:
To be happy.
It’s pretty amazing that it took me 35 years to actually believe this- but it’s better late than never.
It’s fair to say I am. 🥰
Merry Christmas to all from my family to yours. I hope you had a beautiful day.
Sometimes you search the entire country to realize what you were looking for was in your own backyard.
This morning I took a walk to the bay, enjoying the old and the new sights in my hometown. As much as I thought I needed to be a “city girl,” I am grateful to have realized I have everything I need right here where I belong.
I listened to music as I sipped my coffee, feeling immense gratitude for being home. It’s been a great decade of adventures and enlightenment, and I can’t wait for this new chapter.
I used to worry about the future, but today, I am content knowing I am exactly where I need to be.
As I drank my morning coffee, James Taylor came on my iTunes. Reminding me of a note I scribbled on my boarding pass, these lyrics spoke to me:
You can play the game,
You can act out the part,
Though you know it wasn’t written for you.
Tell me how can you stand there with your broken heart,
Ashamed to playin’ a fool?
I gave Boston everything I had- I reached deep into my soul looking to find home in the city, not realizing I had been avoiding love from those who mattered most: my family and friends in Michigan.
You can run but you cannot hide,
This is widely known,
Now what you plan to do
with your foolish pride,
when you’re all by yourself alone?
Today, I no longer have to hide in a big city, put on a facade, or be alone.
I have been showered with love, and since I finally am learning to accept that love, I am showering the people with my love, too.
Shower the people you love with love,
Show them the way you feel,
Things are gonna be much better, if you only will.