Boldly Facing the Future

Just when I was feeling a little off balanced, the death of Kate Spade put my life back into perspective.

One week ago today I cut my hair, feeling fresh, nostalgic, and ready for the summer.  However, part of that act gave me that same old feeling I had four years ago prior to moving to New York City.  It was a positive feeling- but another of pain.  It made me question my decisions, wonder if I made a mistake by leaving, and feel guilty for everything that went wrong these past four years.

Then, I stopped.

Everything happens for a reason.

Had I not left New York City in July 2016, things may have turned out much differently- and much worse.  Looking back and reflecting on my life, and the life of Kate Spade, I want to express the importance of getting help, self care, and mental health awareness.

I moved to New York as if the city were a band-aid; the magical cure.  I would step into a new life, forgetting old wounds, childhood pain, and inner struggles.  Instead, all of my wounds burst open- but I had another chance.

I chose to step back, take a break, and get help.

I started my blog 6 days after moving to Boston, which is a manifestation of my own journey, lessons, and appreciation for life.  I am beyond grateful to the people who have supported me on my journey and believed in me when I stopped believing in myself.  I haven’t been perfect since coming to Boston, but life has been much better than the Kristin I left behind in 2016.

So, here I am, downtown Boston- with new glasses, a new haircut, and a new perspective. No longer afraid to face the challenges of life, I can say with confidence:

Life is beautiful.

About Kristin Fehrman

My name is Kristin Fehrman and I am a writer in Boston. I started my blog, Mindful in Style, to share my story with the hope of inspiring others to follow their dreams, discover their purpose, pursue their passions, and use their voice. This is my own story of living beautifully.
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