I have been searching to find my place here in Boston- workwise, homewise, relationshipwise. It’s been an interesting eight months, though the only constant comfort I have found is the most important comfort of all: myself.
Perhaps that has been the problem: I have been searching. I haven’t sat still. I’ve run in circles time and time again, looking for solutions in all the wrong places. What is it that I really want? My day at the beach was meant to reflect, meditate, and manifest what it was that I truly desired.
Prior to leaving my apartment, I was alerted from the Boston Public Library that one of the books I reserved was ready for pickup. I stopped by on the way to the shore to find the book: The Secret.
As I cleared my mind and breathed in the fresh ocean air, I turned the pages and received one amazing message after another.
“It takes no time for the Universe to manifest what you want. Any time delay you experience is due to your delay in getting to a place of believing, knowing, and feeling that you already have it. It is you getting yourself on that frequency of what you want. When you are on that frequency, then what you want will appear.”
I opened the pages of my journal and began laying out exactly what I desire, how I envision my life and what my heart was telling me. Over the years my dreams and goals have changed, yet have become much clear over the past few months.
What I truly want is already planned out for me, and I have faith that everything will fall into place when it is time. Until then, I just need to relax, do the work, enjoy the beauty around me and continue to make room for more. There’s no need to fill my life with unecessary nonsense just to keep me occupied- it has been shown to me time and time again that the wrong jobs, cities, apartments and boyfriends just don’t work.
I know what my heart tells me is right, so I just need to be patient, be clear when communicating to the universe, and keep the faith.
Your heart will always lead the path on the journey to your purpose.